I've read your two last posts, and wanted to tell you how much I'm thinking of you, fondly.
I like the idea of writing what you're doing and feeling via the Native Blog. I feel connected to you and I'm probably not the only one.
May I share with you one of the poems of Rene Char I have sent to Larry a couple of months ago coz he said that he was interested in french poetry, I do think that poetry is a good medecine aswell. Larry was a poet, I've been really touched by his words as much as his silences.
<< Clouds are in the rivers, torrents
course through the sky. Unpicked, the days run to seed, perish in the
green. The time of famine and the time of harvest, one beneath the
other in the tattered air, have wiped out their difference. They slip
by together, they encamp! (Selected Poems 106-7)>>